The Trickster’s Mind.

May 22nd, 2006 by jaxen

TrickeryThe practice or use of tricks; deception by stratagem. The use of tricks to deceive someone.

how i wish i can always trick myself out of this situation.
sometimes i wish life’s just like soccer.
obstacles are like defenders.
no matter how hard, how strong, how fast they tackle u down,
there’s always a trickmove to shove them off  / get pass them.

not easy.

i can be scoring from anywhere on the field or the court.
but i’m shootin’ blanks in real life.

Henry

It’s so near, yet so far.

it’s abt 0100H now.
in a few hours time i’ll be embarkin’ a trip to KL with my platoon mates.
lineup: Ah Pek, K’, Dex, Boon, Mike, CBT, Shichao.

i hope it`ll be fun!

K’
p/s: 请你要倾听 你是我的唯一.

Feel Good Inc.

May 15th, 2006 by jaxen

Finally i got my Gorillaz’s Demon Days Live DVD ! It Rocks! : )
This’s my fav song :
Demondays

Feel Good Inc. :

City’s breaking down on a camel’s back.
They just have to go cos they don’t hold back
So all you fill the streets it’s appealing to see
You won’t get out the county, ‘cos you’re bad and free

You’ve got a new horizon It’s ephemeral style.

A melancholy town where we never smile.
And all I wanna hear is the message beep.
My dreams, they’ve got to kiss, because I don’t get sleep, no..

Windmill, Windmill for the land.
Learn forever hand in hand
Take it all in on your stride
It is sticking, falling down

Love forever love is free
Let’s turn forever you and me

Windmill, windmill for the land
Is everybody in?

Laughing gas these hazmats, fast cats,
Lining them up-a like ass cracks,
Ladies, homies, at the track
it’s my chocolate attack.
Shit, I’m stepping in the heart of this here
Care bear bumping in the heart of this here
watch me as I gravitate

hahahahahahaa.

Yo, we gonna go ghost town,
this motown,
with yo sound
you’re in the place
you gonna bite the dust
Can’t fight with us
With yo sound
you kill the INC.
so don’t stop, get it, get it
until you’re cheddar header.
Yo, watch the way I navigate

Windmill, Windmill for the land.
Learn forever hand in hand
Take it all in on your stride
It is sticking, falling down
Love forever love is free
Let’s turn forever you and me
Windmill, windmill for the land
Is everybody in?

Don’t stop, get it, get it
we are your captains in it
steady,
watch me navigate,

ahahahahahhaa.

Don’t stop, get it, get it
we are your captains in it
steady, watch me navigate

Gorillaz_phase_2

K’

; )

May 15th, 2006 by jaxen

Mes amis.
Football is like fencing. it’s an noble art!

Ha, i’ve been playin’ streetsoccer non-stop.
neighbours, strangers, sch-mates i just hop in and start playing!
dribbles, crosses, tackles, slides, fakes, tricks, shots, GoaLs!
How fun can playin’ soccer be when you’ve nothing to worry abt on your mind.

It feels even greater when u put all ur hates, ur problems, ur issues and ur thoughts onto the ball,
flicks it pass ur opponents, dodge a bit, gather some strength, and blasts e ball towards e goal.
even if the ball doesn’t goes in, you’ve e motivation to try again.
all because you want your problems to go away.

it was so rare she came online last night for a while.
i’ve a chance to talk to her even though she’s busy n i gotta wait.
but, i still chose to go play soccer.
suddenly i feel like so heartless, but i can’t play soccer without a heart.

And you`ll be filled with endless happiness if the balls goes directly towards e back of e line.
but for now, i’m running’ away from facing the reality with her.

Mirrorgirl

and there’s a girl in e mirror. . her face is gettin clearer. .

jogabonito.
K’

Weekends.

May 6th, 2006 by jaxen

It’s a well-speNt weekend for mi. ; )
Went to botanical gardens and tested out my new digicam.
And I absolutely love the effects and output of it.
[$700 if i don’t say nice i`ll go shoot myself!]

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Then went to play soccer with Fx, Miya & Co. this morning.
Was nice but weather was hot man!
Totally toasted under the sun.

Somehow, I feel old. : (

Went to catch Mission Impossible : 3 in the evening @ the new Cathay.
The plot was great. Casting’s great!
Maggie Q’s SUPER hot in a red-dress. :P

After that i travelled to Holland Village n met Mike to take some DvDs.
1/2 way walkin’ there it started raining.
luckiky i was well-equipped with a hot packet of coffeeee and cigarettes. ; )
When i was takin’ shelter under a void-deck, i saw a girl whom used to be my best friend in poly.
Somehow, she has grown taller and more elegaNt ba.

There was no conversation. only a smile n a nod from the both of us.

Sometimes, i wonder i was @ fault when the misunderstanding occured.
I was very angry with her that time and i scolded her.

I didn’t meant to though.

Although the bast*rd whom caused all the problems were caught in e end.
Somehow, it left a very big big big gap between our friendship.
I’m thankful of e girls whom helped to mend it,
but it’s like a piece of shattered mirror being glued together.

The cracks just won’t stick together no matter what glue i’ve used.

But i admit, i’ve a great time with her as a buddy at that point of time.                                     

Wish her all the best in life and health ba. blessings always.

General Elections 2006 results is showing on Tv.
It’s like damn exciting to some folks.
However, to mi, it’s just another turning point of where this country will walk in the next 5-10yrs.
Whoever wins, whoever loses, doesn’t really matter to mi though.

May the leaders from the winning Party leads Singapore to a better living society & peaceful state.

Pretty girls, Witty girls, Cute girls, Career-minded girls, Independent Girls, Vainful Girls, Clueless Girls, Sporty Girls, Clubbin & Partyin’ Girls, Intelligent Girls, Silly Girls, Chatty Girls, Sexy Girls, Quiet Girls & .etc Girls.

They’re all girls.

Treat them nice, show sincere care and respect, u`ll get a return of great friendship and companion.

Gorillazk

K’
p/s: i’m tired finally. i’ve been hittin’ myself real hard with long distance runs, soccers, gym,  alcohols, cigarettes and playin’ games. sounds like a path to self-destruction, but it’s e feelin’ good effects that makin’ mi addicted to these things.

weekends #2

April 30th, 2006 by jaxen

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Yay! Finally i got myself my very own digital camera! :P
Now i can start snappin’ non-stop and start a scrapboOk of my life.
Nevertheless, it was a nice wk though i’m going for an exercise in a few hours time.

5Days 4Nights.

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Ministry_of_sound_dance_nation_2006_fron

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Got these albums as well.

Yeap.

Went to MOS on friday with my cousin joe, his friend pamela, xiuqin, huiyi, kelly, jack & sam.
Gosh. it was really nice esp xiuqin’s friends.
they are so interactive and easy-going. ; )

note to Xiuqin: Hey girl! When’s the next session? :P do tell mi wor. i try to get e rest of them to go too. ( Fox, Mao, Jo. etc).

That’s my 3rd time @ MOS since it’s opening and i haven’t been going there for sometime.

However, i like e ambience and e way e club is being presented to clubbers. esp the maindance floor, it’s great. Techno/house/trance musiks. 2 lively and creative DJs. The R & B room can be very packed as it goes later into the night. But there’s e place where you can find young people hanging at as they dance to the beat of the Hip-Hop culture.

Mos 1 - Dbl.O 0

Comes to drinks, i still find drinks @ double-o are more affordable for the general public. even both offers a big area of drinks from different mixers/alcohols.

Mos 1 - Dbl.O 1

Crowd.
MOS approaches more of a working and matured crowd i believe even young adults are attracted. So it’s really dependent on people’s choice of companion.

Scoreless.

Conclusion:

Both are great clubs. MoS is bigger, louder & trendier. Dbl.O retains it’s drinks, comfyzone and younger crowds.

These are my opinions.

Sorry if you find mi a low-class cheapskate clubber.

K
p/s: my cousin joe is like my brother. my mom treats him like her own son. blood’s thicker than water. we’ve been playin’ for 22yrs. so if anyone out there’s tryin to make use of him, please remember he has a fiercesome cousin who does anything to protect him @ all cost.
 

elizabethtown.

April 22nd, 2006 by jaxen

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Had a great friday night with my cousin and his gf.
went to chijmes and had a couple of drinks there.
and we rocked the dancefloor? Haha ! : )

Went home rather sober as i went to get some coffee @ the koffeshop.
started to watch this show titled Elizabethtown then.
rather a boring introduction but as e plot flows on,
it’s actually a very very meaningful love movie.

Orlando Boom plays a failed shoe designer whom had caused his company to fall into a major pitfall with losses of USD$1 Billion all thanks to his creation. As he finds life gettin’ more miserably, he gets into deeper s*ithole where his dad passed away. And he’s solely responsible for managing his funeral. While on his plane back to Elizabethtown, he met an air stewardress who can’t stop bothering him with her nosy conversations. And they exchanged contacts.. .etc

i like the part where they ended up chattin’ 1 whole night on the phone, metup and watched Sunrise together! It’s really nice. Kristen Durst plays a very witty, positive, enthu-confident gal in this show. and she`s the greatest GF one can ever get.

And the ending is spectecular.

Trust mi.

Because the show’s so touchin’ that i cried.

K’
p/s:
Happy Birthday Grace! ; ) Miss ya lotsa XOXO!

Nobody Puts Baby In The Corner.

April 21st, 2006 by jaxen

Drink down that Gin and Kerosene,
And come spit on bridges with me,
Just to keep us warm.
Light a match to leave me be.
Light a match to leave me be.

I keep my jealousy close,
‘Cause it’s all mine.
And if you say this makes you happy,
Then I’m not the only one lying.

Keep quiet,
Nothing comes as easy as you.
Can I lay in your bed all day?
I’ll be your best kept secret
And your biggest mistake.
The hand behind this pen relives a failure every day.

And I keep my jealousy close,
‘Cause it’s all mine.
And if you say this makes you happy,
Then I’m not the only one lying.

Drink down that Gin and Kerosene,
And come spit on bridges with me,
Just to keep us warm.
Light a match to leave me be.
Light a match to leave me be.

So wear me like a locket around your throat.
I’ll weigh you down.
I’ll watch you choke.
You look so good in blue.
You look so good in blue.

Whispers :

(Keep quiet,
Nothing comes as easy as you.
Can I lay in your bed all day?
You look so good in blue.
You look so good in blue.)

(So wear me like a locket around your throat.
I’ll weigh you down.
I’ll watch you choke.
You look so good in blue.
You look so good in blue.)

I LOVE SINGAPORE.

April 16th, 2006 by jaxen

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Sial la.

So fast one long weekends just flew.
From the nightbaring session with my cousin,
to midnight MJ session @ FOX’s,
Fixing YK’s new PC,
Prata.
My 3 10KMs runs.

These are the things that i’ve accomplised. :X

Nevertheless, somehow i feel that i’ve been neglecting thoughts about my future.
After a long session chat with my auntie, my cousin, my grandparents,
i know what to do now.

Having a scholarship doesn’t mean that my future is bought and i’m safe.

I need a degree.

I want to study something that i find useful to myself, NOT for the sake of gettin’ a degree like somebody. I want to enjoy this course of study, work hard on it, know more people from the industry that i’ve interest in. Be it SMU, NTU, NUS, SIM or other various insitutions that offers degree courses, it`d do me fine because $$ is not a problem/issue.

I hope i can resume work only after i got my degree in ’something i like.’

But can i? Since some people already said my 3yrs of future is being bought with $40K+.

Studying again lei! How cool man.
going to school again.
meetin’ new friends here n there. :P

Now i’m fearing my GPA won’t make it.

Hey come on, i’m not some college freaks/nerds/worms that can always get STRAIGHT As.

i’m a POLY student. and i’m FUCKING Proud to be one.

[ at least i don't talk crap in front of our minister mentor. ]
[ i'm flexible when it comes to discussion and decision making. ]
[ i don't be a parrot and echo out what people says. ]
[ i know what i'm strong n weak at. ]
[ i've some skills that is sowed from books. ]
[ i don't party irresponsibly. i pay for my drinks and date's drinks. ]
[ i've a manly, bad-tempered, noisy attitude @ times. that shows i'm alive. ]

And now what should i study again?
A bit sian of engineering liao.
management is so dull.
business? for god sake, i don’t wan to be a labour.

Bachelor of Science ( Infomation Systems Management ) sounds great from SMU.
SIM do offer this course too. HmMs. American style. ; )

But then got degree in sports or musik productions or not? I mean these are more interesting right?
[ my mum asked mi to finish my 3yrs of work with ST first, then go overseas to study + holiday simultaneously, she'll support mi financially for that. but then, it's very straining to them. : ( ]

Nevermind.

Now i’m really excited about A2’s Lifeday @ East Coast Park tml morning. Please don’t rain! : )

A2poster2

K’
p/s:
emily cheer up. ; )

Thursday.

April 14th, 2006 by jaxen

ArgHx.
As usual, nothing to do in camp.
Feels so restricted again.

Met my cousin Mr.Guozu and his beautiful thai GF Annie.
Went to Babyface for drinks.
Ok la, e atmosphere there is very relaxed, dark and kinda moody.
Ordered bottles of white wine and other drinks.

Then there was this lady that caught my eye !
and she’s so crowded by her workin’ colleagues that i’ve no chance for a direct attack @ all.
s0, i made use of e live band and dedicated a song just for her!
Finally, she took interest in it and she was humming’ e tune of e song all e way.

An opportunity came by,
she went to e ladies so i waited for her right nx to e walkin alley.
and i decided to hit-on her and start talking.

She’ssSSs sOooooooooooooooooo shy…………… at her age!
omg! :D :D :D
Kawaiii nehs.

I didn’t know she’s so shy that literally e entire conversation she kept her head down and giggle non-stop. and she’s beautiful ! she’s friendly, she’s chatty . etc

Ok, it was a fun night afterall.

K
p/s: quit bitchin’. nobody cares.

GoaL !

April 9th, 2006 by jaxen

To kickstart my 1st blog in a while :

Happy Birthday to Huiwen. ; )
"All the best in your career, health, beauty & happiness!"

Ha. Haven’t really seen her in a while,
but her blogs are always filled with photos of her and her life.
Not bad. She’s doing well.

SOCCER!
Absolutely a much more enjoyable game for mi now.
Dribbles, Shots-on-Targets, Goals, Passes, Gettin’ Scolded, Scoldin’ People, Tackles etc.

DOTA!
Absoultely cool.
Frags. Defend. Gettin’ clomb. ; )

Had a quiet saturday though.
Went out with Chinglong & Joseph to get comics.
Metup with Thomas, QF, SG & his GF for a nice buffet dinner @ The Ricetable.

Then, hahahas.
Met my ol’mate cousin Guozu for a drink @.. kopitiam downstairs void deck.
C`mon, you don’t need to visit an expensive pub for a drink eh?
Chatted so much things yo.
Can’t believe i actually grew up with this dude for 22yrs.
It was a kinda cool to know that he’s doing things that he likes now.
And he’s so god damn worried that i can’t get the girl of my dreams now.

Yea.

I’m actually afraid i`ll lose her.
because she’s everything that modern girls lacks nowadays.
caring, loving, family-oritented, outgoing and well-behaved + responsible.
Sometimes i’ve been wondering that i’ve not been puttin’ any efforts.

I really enjoyed going out with her.
She’s just so understanding.

Movies. Dinners. Clubbing.
Meetin’ up a while just to find out how each other are doing lately.

She always ‘on-the-ball’ and steady abt outings/dates i proposed.

SMS.

She`ll let mi know very early if she coudn’t make it. and make up for it the nx time with lil` gifts and surprises.

Practically, her smile is everything.

She doesn’t attract attention like some others.

Yea.

She doesn’t goes around askin’ for this and that.

Come friday.

A CHALLENGE ISSUED to mi!

Hey Mr. Guozu, i did my best to ask her to turn up liao hor.
So no promises ok? Anyway i`ll still turn up whatever that place is.

No LOSERS, "DRINK-LIAO-DON’T PAY", f*ckeduppunks invited please.
sick of payin’ tabs for these kinda of people.

I’m lookin’ forward to friday for a nightout with my cousin and his.. ahems.
HAHAHAHAHS.

Ja Neh.

K’
p/s:
 那祝福的话叫我如何能够说的出口